Sunday, December 30, 2018

End of 2018

Wow and just wow ... this blog really full of dust .. achum achum .. what a blog now become like once a year that you update the blog . And can i make the new year 2019 resolution to write more on this blog . Not sure what to write after for so long . I knew that somehow i want to write and i love to read actually . But i never pursue things seriously . One thing that i really like and love doing it , is to travel .

Travel make me want to see new things , meet people , collect the memories . Love doing all those things. This year 2018 , not much of travelling . Started with the new year trip with the bunch. This bunch of peoples really have a special place in my heart . One that sometimes you want to go a bit crazy and out of yr system , they just can be that part. We do not need to  see of each other everyday , but once we met , we just click like we been known each other for so long . Hope this friendship survive the life time .  Just can get enough with this guys .

The next trip i went with my mum and nephews . A short trip to london just london. So happening and i love every single day with them . The trip that you want to repeat all over again . Just a short one but look like forever .

Then i'm off to Chiangmai with the girls . The adventure trip , we drove everywhere and eat the food like crazy . Cafe hunting and photo session . We did some hiking , but to bad the weather not on our side , not sunrise to be seen .

Off to Busan for some cherry blossom , the most expansive asian trip ever . Where i need to attend very important meeting and end up to pay for a very expansive ticket to join the group later. The trip never disappoint me , superb view and food . I'm glad that i join the trip even though thinking to bail at the last minutes.

Then final trip , the biggest trip ever in my life. i went for Haj. the spiritual journey, the happened once or twice in yr lifetime.  I went there with my mum , alhamdulillah . This journey give me insight about my life for the  past 46 years . Really make think what i want in this life. What i need to seek in this life and my preparation for hereafter. It not easy to suddenly change , but everyday i will make the change . The trip also remind me about my late father , how i missed him so much . He the hero of my life , the person that i always turn to . Somebody i can go and ask for help , that never judge you. Writing this about him , really make me sad. Al fatihah to arwah ayah. May Allah give forgiveness to him. And may Allah give me ease to be a better servant and better person .

This year also a mark that i fall in love with somebody . It not easy to fall in love and not easy to fall out of love. This person have a special place in my heart . Not sure where this going , because i'm not sure what he thinking , where this road lead to . I just pray if this gonna be good for my dunya and akhirat make it happen, and if it opposite , please give me ease and show me what the best for me. Allah the best planner we meet people for a reason.

May 2019 gonna be good for me in love department , where i will be together with love of my life, financial abundance , good health , be more grateful of what i have and may Allah guide me to be a better person .  bye bye 2018